to much bordom = numb (take it away for the love of god!)
This is me, a tiny piece of the world puzzle! The world isnt fair so dont have expectations!
Who am i? .....I am.........A girl.... 17yr old adult who is treated like a child
...........................in love with my boyfriend,
.......................in my last year of living and going to school in this shitty little town, on the verge of living my own life the way i want to
....................... happy, sad, indifferent, procrastinator, liar, loser, friend, honest, lazy,normal, alternative, scared, incecure, ignored, embraced, dormant waiting for my life to begin.....and living as i can in the mean time ....having fun being iresponsible and growing up.
Sometimes i feel like i can't grow here, im being surpressed held down by this town my family and my age. Living uncomfortably with my mothers dick head of a husband looking down on me with his stuborn, uptight unreasonable, childish areshole ways and his parents disgusting bitch of a dog, that shits all over our yard.
I want to live meet new people get to know them and apreciate their differances, have fun and never look back with regret.
This is the start of me complex and simple